Monday, August 24, 2009

Fall

Fall

As I watch the leaves
with the weather
change
I realize something;
They are not afraid
Metamorphosis from their comfortable green
toward odd orange,
then beautiful brown,
They are well done
And all of this coming only after
a job well done
Fulfilling their purpose
they with glee give in to what must be
Their fall
A plunge from the mighty height
of individualism
to the depths of collectivism
The distance, for them,
makes no difference
They need each other in ways
that cannot be met
while attached to their native, and often separate, branches
Needs that demand
a willful dying of self
They see and know
what we miss each time this season comes around
That is
that the greatest growth comes
not in the maturation of the seed,
Rather,
it comes in its faith in its Creator
and in one another
to look at its height
and fall
to new life

Welcome Back, Grant?

Yeah, it's been while. This summer has been very busy yet productive and fruitful at the same time. I haven't written too much though. Early in the summer, I got engulfed in my internship and never quite got back to the pad and pen.

Then, in the brief moments I had time to, I felt like I was just trying to conjure up things for the blog, not for me. I've always told myself (and continue to tell myself) that I don't ever want to find myself in that position. I love writing. For me, it's fun, it's a release, and (I'd like to believe) a gift. Yet, a gift misused shows a lack of appreciation and wisdom in my opinion. So, I didn't force it and thus, the comatose blog.

I am one that works well under the pressure of deadlines (school, namely) and find that when I'm in the groove of the school year, writing comes a little easier. School hasn't started just yet, but I feel the writing block lifting some and actually have a new piece...well a new one that I feel I can share anyway. I'll be posting it soon.

Thanks for coming by and reading. Please continue to. In the fight to stay true to God, self, and the gifts God has given me, I'll post when I have things to post. Doesn't mean I'm not writing, doesn't mean I am. Just means that I seek to be as wise with these thoughts/writings of mine as I am willing to share them. Thanks for your support again. You could be anywhere on the web right now but you're here with me. Speaks volumes.

In the future I seek get off my behind and actually do some bigger things with this Boy Meets Venus thing I've started. Until then...

PEACE!!!

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Reflective Revelation

Yeah, I know.  It's been so long since the last update that one would have thought I gave of blogging for Lenten season.  Fortunately for you, I have not.  Do read and enjoy!

Reflective Revelation

My golden lady
tarnished by the weather
Storms swept her away
so “goodbye” to together
“farewell” to forever
‘Til the next time around
I gotta fight off never

Nobody said
that this would ever be easy
There are times when even
I don’t believe me
My friends say
“You’ll be cool, just breath G”
My fam thinks
she was cool but don’t deserve me
My heart says,
“You gotta fall to know you need me”
But I say,
“My true queen, where is she?”
So, peace, be still
I gotta find the real
Gotta say it was great
but now I got to kneel
to realize real lies
and great from the greatest
to take the lesson learned and apply faith to it

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Next Time

Next Time

(Verse 1)
Some say I’m just too gentle
‘cause everything I touch I crush
Blame it on the “Curse of the Good-Guy”
I always seem to love too much

(Chorus)
Next time
when she comes around
I’ll be sure 
to keep my feet on the ground
Next time
the sun shines my way
I’ll be sure
to be prepared for a rainy day

(Verse 2)
Since when was it a crime
to honestly, actually care
Well, lock my heart in solitary
it’s already home there

(Chorus)

(Verse 3)
Will never understand what I don’t
until I do away with what I do
Would give it all away again
But this time, I love me too

(Chorus)

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Walk On By

I was falling asleep one night last week and this popped into my head.  Feeling lazy, I just rolled over and typed it on my phone instead getting up to get some paper (hence the reason I forgot about it until I saw it in my phone a few minutes ago).

Walk On By

Normally
she’d stop
and ask about me
But instead,
today,
she just smiled,
waved, and walked past
I couldn’t help it,
I just laughed
Wanted much more
expected much less
Accepted the surprise as it was
So in the end
it evened out I guess

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Distance

Distance

Right there
stay right there
Can’t bring you too close
the picture isn’t yet clear

Honestly, I’d love to
but then, that means,
I’d have to love you
Let go of this safe space and risk getting hurt too

So stay within arms reach
Only near enough to hear my speech
Far enough not to feel my heart
‘Cause if you did, we’d have to start

The intentional distance
says the opposite of what I feel
It’s really just me being afraid to fall
‘Cause something’s telling me you’re real
Something also tells me
you might end up like the past
Still, I hear, that it will be the death of me
if I let this distance last

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Hidden In Plain View

Given the mood of the past couple of posts, I decided to lift spirits a bit (don't wanna be "Mr. Melancholy"  for too long).  I'd sing it so you can get the melody but I can't sing however, do enjoy!

Hidden In Plain View

(Verse 1)
What more could you ask
if I gave of my last
would it all be enough for you?
You complain and you cry
keep it all locked inside
but I know what you’re heart’s up to
Intangible queen
if you’d only come clean
You’d find you can have your dream

(Chorus)
If you don’t know
You got me
It’s been showing
all this time
If you don’t know
You got me
Exactly, where you want me
It’s just hidden in plain view

(Verse 2)
Take my hand draw a line
on the ground of this friendship
but only cross if you can stand it
Either you’re blind
or refuse to see the signs
my heart is throwing you’re way
Keep living in the lines
no I’d rather have a fight
if it means one day you’ll be mine

(Chorus)
If you don’t know
You got me
It’s been showing
all this time
If you don’t know
You got me
But you’ll lose me
if you don’t look before your eyes
It’s just hidden in plain view